My First BF

Bestfriend that is. =)


I was part of a barkada of eight. Twas Carcar, Marvin, Michael, Popoy, JP, Kaloy, Jacq and me. Funny thing was they were either siblings or cousins. Ako lang ang hindi kamag-anak. I didn't feel out-of-place. Never.


Jacq was my first bestfriend. Kahit madalas kami mag-away, magsabunutan (yes, you read that right!), I love her so dearly. I will confide secrets to her. I will rush eating my meals just to play with her the soonest. I will pretend to have my siesta and get up with jolt and excitement once the clock strikes 3pm just to rush out the door for much-hungered-for playtime with her. I pulverize anyone who bullies her. I threaten anybody who attempts to pick a fight with her. 


And I swear she'd do the same for me. Cross my heart and hope to die. =)


It's nostalgic to remember, all thanks to a note in Facebook that I answered recently. It's one of those notes where you get tagged, change the answers to the numerous questions and then tag friends (again). It had a section on firsts.  



My Firsts


The note asked to tag 20 random (I think) people. I chose to tag those I've mentioned in the note and some others. A few days after, Jacq messaged me,


Jacq's Message


Aaaaaawwwwww.... we're each other's first bestfriends. <3


Jacq, I hope we have time to bond soon. It's been far too long that we haven't kept in touch. Ingat ka palagi. I still love love love you. And yes, I will still pulverize those who will dare hurt you. Pwede pa natin tawagin yung barkada and yung mga kuya ko for resbak. Hahaha! =)

A Cup , A Cup, A Cup, A Cup, A Cup!

Actually, cupSSSS! I want theeeeeeese!!!!!! =)

Cookie Monster Cup

Marauder's Cup

Aweeeesoooooome huh???? =)


Can someone be so kind? Please? 0=)

For Nii: Lost Without It

Last night, Edison and I watched Fast 5. IT WAS AWESOME!!!! As in!!!!


But all awesomeness was gone when Nii lost his cellphone our our way home, pickpocketed by this lady who we thought was just rushing to overtake us in walking. =(


Nii and I was able to cry on this already. First time kong umiyak over a lost phone. =( (It was my first time to cry over a lost phone) There are still some bits of sadness, disappointment and frustration in me but I know faith will heal them in no time.


It was just tragic to see Edison so sad, so miserable after losing the phone. You were such a heartbreaking sight last night, Nii.  No one is to blame. We just have to learn the hard way, I guess.  


Nii, even if it seems tough and impossible to see the silver lining in this situation, even if all seem bleak and cold, know that I have the following to be thankful for:


Let me be thankful first, because it was pickpocketed and it was not forcefully taken from you. Second, you lost it without witnessing and was freed from dealing with more frightening emotions if ever you saw it being taken away from you. Third, although it was special and sentimental, it was not much especially your life. Fourth, because it was the phone that was lost, not you, nor me, nor your family, nor your friends, nor your faith. And last, because despite this misfortune, we still can see a flicker of light in this dark hour.


Keep the faith, Nii. Jess has his reasons.Ü


Mapapalitan din naman natin yan. Mas maganda pa. Smile ka na ha? =*


I have a similar post to this one when I lost my camera. Read it here.

Dark Day

I feel so dark today. Maybe because of the looming frustration and disappointment from yesterday. Maybe not. I don't know. I'm just not my cheery self today. Weird. Oh well.

I'm wearing an all dark outfit and I have pale makeup on. The only cheery-Reich things I have are my hoops and my floral (yet still dark) flats. I feel argh ?!@#!@ today. I hope I get my much needed uplift soon.

Darkness, you are welcome to visit but please do not stay for too long. *sigh*

I Choose Peace

And God reminded me, "At any moment, you can choose peace. You can choose inner peace, you can choose peace between friends, you can choose peace between enemies, and you can choose peace on the planet."

Swak naman yan, Lord (That's so exacting, Lord)! Aray (Ouch)! Hahahaha!

There are rumblings in my mind and in my heart. Help me. Help me choose peace.

I want to. But I need help. Especially yours.

Take me out of the dark. You know I will always choose peace. Always.

Just Love.

Ang hirap. Sometimes you expect and get disappointed. Sometimes you give but not receive any at all. I know you would say wag ka kasi mag-expect (you should not expect). Can you not? Really? Honestly? Come on! Even at the faintest level, you do expect somehow.  You might also say give and not expect any in return. Same reaction. Can you not? Really? Honestly? Even at the slightest level, you do wait for something, even just a bit, in return.


But after every time I cry because I get disappointed, I always rationalize it with mahal ko eh (I love that person). Lilipas din yan (This shall pass). Aayos din lahat (Everything will be ok).


I'm just trying to vent here. No whatsoever. Only pure venting. Haaaay.


All I know is that whenever I get disappointed or frustrated, I will myself to love. To just love. JUST LOVE.


Everything will fall in place afterwards. **smile**