Ang hirap. Sometimes you expect and get disappointed. Sometimes you give but not receive any at all. I know you would say wag ka kasi mag-expect (you should not expect). Can you not? Really? Honestly? Come on! Even at the faintest level, you do expect somehow. You might also say give and not expect any in return. Same reaction. Can you not? Really? Honestly? Even at the slightest level, you do wait for something, even just a bit, in return.
But after every time I cry because I get disappointed, I always rationalize it with mahal ko eh (I love that person). Lilipas din yan (This shall pass). Aayos din lahat (Everything will be ok).
I'm just trying to vent here. No whatsoever. Only pure venting. Haaaay.
All I know is that whenever I get disappointed or frustrated, I will myself to love. To just love. JUST LOVE.
Everything will fall in place afterwards. **smile**
4 comments:
sigh.. i feel your pain... at least you can vent it out here.. while i can't... i keep everything to myself...
hantaraaayy. Hmm. nkakalungkot naman yang post mo te RD.. :| at TOTOO.
@Hannah - Don't keep it bottled up. Sasabog na lang yan. There are blogs because like the good ole diary, we can say what we feel. Just add a disclaimer at the bottom that you're just venting. Not meaning to hurt anyone, just venting. Hugs!
@Mary - May blogger ka rin? Di ko ma-contain frustration ko kahapon eh. Hahahaha. I know nakakalungkot, but that's life, minsan malungkot, minsan masaya. We just have to learn to deal with it. And yes, we should always choose to just love. =) Kahit mahirap. =)
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